NAPOMO #8

good people share faith, love, intimacy

…  so trust the knowing in me

with effort, I metamorphosed myself…

synergy an interesting challenge…

into determined socializing.

 

and maybe eventually everywhere

the inevitable reward

my purpose:

i’m loved

our time is playful

so trust the knowing in me and maybe eventually everywhere the inevitable reward …

 

Inspirational web poem #2

Lisa Holcomb 2004

 

NAPOMO #7

The Wind That Shakes The Barley

There’s music in my heart all day, 
     I hear it late and early, 
It comes from fields are far away, 
     The wind that shakes the barley. 

Above the uplands drenched with dew 
     The sky hangs soft and pearly, 
An emerald world is listening to 
     The wind that shakes the barley. 

Above the bluest mountain crest 
     The lark is singing rarely, 
It rocks the singer into rest, 
     The wind that shakes the barley. 

Oh, still through summers and through springs 
     It calls me late and early. 
Come home, come home, come home, it sings, 
     The wind that shakes the barley.

 

Katharine Tynan Hinkson

NAPOMO, day two

phone call

licking panic off my lips

     uttering the

               swollen words I wish i’d said

 

when I talk

         to you

i’m always stiff as yesterday’s cake

 

I sit here and eat the

       silence

like sky and caramel

 

we’ve rotted in this embrace

 

and now you spend time

     cursing in the corner

         and looking up at the

                  ceiling as if it has all the answers

 

we’re sitting under this

           plague blanket

brick bruises on our hearts

                  refusing to say the words we mean

         and saying all the ones we don’t

 

——-

Lisa Holcomb 1998

NANPOMO

It’s National Poetry Month…and therefore I must share poetry. Some days I’ll share my own and some days I’ll share famous works and others I’ll share works of lesser fame. Who knows what the day will bring?

 

Today, because it’s on my mind, a poem about adoption (I’m an adoptee and a friend called tonight to ask about my experience): (click on the image to enbiggen)

 

2difkindsoflove

Writing retreat weekend in progress

Packing for the writing retreat. This year's necessaries: yoga mat & teapot.
Packing for the writing retreat. This year’s necessaries: yoga mat & teapot.
This year we spent our retreat at my parents house because it was a) empty and b) free.
This year we spent our retreat at my parents house because it was a) empty and b) free.

Food discussed (pinterest purused). Food eaten (after much delay). Publishing industry discussed.

More food purchased (Fresh!).

Slept (my first time with puppy in bed). Woken (puppies have small bladders).

More food eaten (Fresh muffins are good).

Writing discussed. Writing pondered. Writing stared at. Writing done? Possibly.

Food prepared (Steph makes a yummy marinara). Food eaten.

Writing pondered. Writing discussed. Writing read about. Writing done? Maybe.

Now time for more food preparation.

Looking up recipes for fancy food our families would not eat.
Looking up recipes for fancy food our families would not eat.
Making fancy dinner. Mmmm....
Making fancy dinner. Mmmm….
My Christmas presents from Steph made for fun retreat time.
My Christmas presents from Steph made for fun retreat time in the morning once I realized I was never going to actually write again.
Just before leaving, Steph came over to my house to visit Nick and the kids and we finally got a picture together.
Just before leaving, Steph came over to my house to visit Nick and the kids and we finally got a picture together.

The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly

Well, The Good first: I wrote a lot last month. A lot.

The Bad: I didn’t finish NANOWRIMO. 😦

The Ugly: I didn’t even come close.

 

I started out strong, met a lot of daily goals, and then one day just stopped writing all together and never went back to it. Two solid weeks of not cleaning and not paying attention to life in general took its toll on my household and my sanity and I had to go back to real life and feed my kids.

 

So, some time in the next month or so I hope to go back to the novel, but for now I’m taking a little break and going to read a friends manuscript and a few writing books and see what kind of magic I can put back into my writing.  We will see how that goes.